April 2013
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Bout to take a short ass nap.! 😳
March 2013
Why am I scared?
Because I feel like you could just walk away. I feel like if I shied away you wouldn’t pull me back. I feel like you couldn’t care less sometimes.
It feels fuckin great being ignored
I just wish people weren’t so easily tempered. What happened to being there for each other.? I’m still sensitive & breakable. I’m not hardheaded & strong like the last one. So I’m sorry if I’m not enough for you.
Yeah I guess I deserve that.
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In so much pain & depressed right now.
Sagittarius are usually upbeat outgoing & positive. But on the inside its the complete opposite. I’m clingy, needy, and just a little child. I honestly just need to be in his arms falling asleep until I get better. & Having a migraine really doesn’t help shit (neither does having the flu to go along with it).
February 2013
I think I just need some time away from everyone to get my life back in order. Too bad that wont happen. Ever.
I’m so stupid.
When I’m sick, pissed off, stressed out, and depressed. I literally don’t have time to be doing anything. I just want things to be back to normal, and happy again. It’s been so long, I don’t even remember what the fuck normal is right now… I’m having a hard time remembering anything lately. My priorities are kind of fucked up. It makes my head hurt. I just. I...
January 2013
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What’s stopping you?
You.
You’re stopping yourself from the world.
The world is yours.
If you stay on the right path, and are smart enough to read every god damn sign. Even if you might know there’s a turn ahead, read the sign so you’re sure of what fucking kind, or else you’ll crash.
Why haven’t I learned?
I was too caught up in the thrill of site seeing...
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Late night venting on tumblr yet AGAIN.Â
Sooo… The last time i really slept was Saturday night. I didn’t actually sleep Sunday night (had an hour with my eyes closed but that didn’t really help). Then Monday night i only got 4 hours of sleep (if that). And “tonight” which is Tuesday night, I’m not sleeping again. Soooo….. Needless to say. I’m a...
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Taking a break from the work I’m completely uninterested in (but if I don’t do it it will basically give me an F in my only AP class) to let my head quit spinning for a sec…
Reeeally close to breaking down. But this time I’m choosing to ignore all of those feelings & keep pushing on. The more I let myself fail the more it seems okay to do. So needless to say I’m...
December 2012
Why is it always me that does wrong.? Why the fuck can’t I learn from my mistakes? Why can’t I make the people that matter the most, happy? Why. I feel like I’m constantly stuck. I’m just not going to do or say anything anymore. Like I feel like I should go back to being mute. I just wish I would have made better choices in the past so that everyone would be in a peaceful...
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Daily Fuckery.
The fact that I can just pull an all nighter now (on only 3 hours of sleep last night & 4 hours the night before that) with out it phasing me, or me giving the slightest fuck… I might need to get my shit together soon. :/ ahhh
“Surround yourself with the dreamers and the doers, the believers and thinkers,...”
– Edmund Lee (via sorakeem)
“Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you...”
– Alan Cohen (via the-song-doc-is-in)
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I don’t know if you can see it. But I know you’re in pain. I can feel it too. I might not know exactly why, but I just hope you know it hurts me as much as it hurts you.. All I want is to make it all go away.
November 2012
“We, this people, on a small and lonely planet
Travelling through casual space...”
– Maya Angelou (A Brave and Startling Truth)
